I need a vacation. A long one. Well, I am not doing anything (at all) these days. And I can't even remember the last time I did anything that classifies as 'productive' or 'work'. But I seriously need a vacation. A vacation away from everything I know. A vacation to do something I don't know.
Summer has settled in. It has brought the stagnation back. It's not very ugly right now, there are people around who cover you from feeling how still it has become.
Hopelessness. Now, that's the really ugly part. When you realize things are rushing away, but something inside has become very still. Dead. When things look like they have been damaged beyond repair. There's no motivation left. I don't think I have felt motivated to do something in a long time.
But, you know what? fuck it.
Today was a fun day. Had KFC Zinger for dinner, and free Pepsi, and made someone's birthday really special, well, I don't know what his name was or even if it was his birthday or not, but I am sure as hell he's not gonna sit straight for a few days. And went on a patakha frenzy with friends. And there's good news. The internet at IISER Mohali, Hostel-5, is buffering Youtube videos real fast these days. The internet speed is good. And sleepless nights are back again. And Dexter is back again. And there's Batman. And Deadpool. And music. And I don't know why I am not writing a lot these days. Because I should, and right now it feels good. And I thank evolution for not totally eliminating dumb people. They are so adorable and funny. And I love you all as I always have.
And Rock n Roll baby.
This time I know what I am posting.
Rock bottom - UFO
and for better sound quality, the studio version :
Try and live until next time.
... . ...
Summer has settled in. It has brought the stagnation back. It's not very ugly right now, there are people around who cover you from feeling how still it has become.
Hopelessness. Now, that's the really ugly part. When you realize things are rushing away, but something inside has become very still. Dead. When things look like they have been damaged beyond repair. There's no motivation left. I don't think I have felt motivated to do something in a long time.
But, you know what? fuck it.
Today was a fun day. Had KFC Zinger for dinner, and free Pepsi, and made someone's birthday really special, well, I don't know what his name was or even if it was his birthday or not, but I am sure as hell he's not gonna sit straight for a few days. And went on a patakha frenzy with friends. And there's good news. The internet at IISER Mohali, Hostel-5, is buffering Youtube videos real fast these days. The internet speed is good. And sleepless nights are back again. And Dexter is back again. And there's Batman. And Deadpool. And music. And I don't know why I am not writing a lot these days. Because I should, and right now it feels good. And I thank evolution for not totally eliminating dumb people. They are so adorable and funny. And I love you all as I always have.
And Rock n Roll baby.
This time I know what I am posting.
Rock bottom - UFO
and for better sound quality, the studio version :
Try and live until next time.
... . ...
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