...Mumbles...

They keep on pushing the GTA V PC release date. And even after I 'get' it I am not sure my PC is gonna run it smoothly, or even run it. That's called hope. Waiting and waiting patiently and not even knowing if it's gonna happen for you when it will. And I am a patient man.
And it's almost an year since I completed my college. And I'm here, where I was. But I am more than I was. I love puzzles. Green lights. You see? Hahaha! No I'm not. Neither are you. You see now? Hahaha! Well, as I said, no I'm not. It's obvious to think that I am. But you should think deeper.
Just messing with you. I am an asshole. Freedom of expression eh? It's all right. I never cared enough. So, the thing is that it all makes sense. To me? No! Well, I'm doing it again. Can't stop myself. It's just so tempting.
Anyway, life is fine. Good food, good music, entertainment, what more can a living being ask. And where's that red button. Ah! there it is. *BEEP*

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...Why did you kill me?...

Cold rain, somber gray sky,
a hail storm,
oh the green fields,
crops still green, lying dead,
so quite, so beautiful in their slumber,
hanging from the neem tree,
hanging from ceiling fan,
panting on the corner of my field,
shock, I die, did I?
Or did you kill me?
Sure it's not suicide,
but are you to blame?
Uncontrollable, wild, unpredictable,
in your beauty, in your innocence,
you lay waste to my lands, my living, my life.
Do I blame you?
For my last moment, for the rest of theirs?
Oh you're potent, you just are, am I?
I'm just you, without me you aren't.
But I'm still with you in death.
You're still me and I'm you.
So, can I?  Can I blame you?
I really want to, I do,  I don't.