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"Saruman believes that it is only great power that can hold evil in check. But that is not what I have found. I have found it is the small things everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keeps the darkness at bay. Simple acts of kindness and love." - Gandalf (Mithrandir)

:-)

Peace.

...Hunger Games...

What do you do when you are hungry?

1. "I drink a few glasses of water and tie a towel around my stomach."

2. "I don't know."

3. "Order something."

4. "Call my friends."

5. "Look around for something to eat."

6. "Go out."

7. "Go to the ATM."

8. "Run throughout the hostel."

9. "Call my girlfriend."

10. "Eat."

I like the last option. So I am gonna go and eat something now.

Tata.

...Incomplete...

Broke down in the wind. The chimes hung in mid air. Silent but the wind. Crying to the tune somewhere. Distant are the screams. Clinging on the presence. Delivering naught. Blending in the space above the heads. Beneath the stars, the twinkling red. The calm carries a drift. Takes you to a dream. You feel. You feel once again. You live. You breathe once again. The wonder is not there yet. The breeze but pushes it away. There is no end, as there was no start. It all just seems to fall apart. But it will bend. It all does. Sift through. Just let it guide you. You know it is not there. You believe in it. You want it to be. And that is all. That is the way it is meant to be.

...Peace...

I've been busy. Really busy. I've been busy joking, not giving a shit, thinking, reflecting, trying to be normal, helping, saving people's lives (literally, u know?), figuring things out, sorting shit out and trying to live my life peacefully. But, I think people don't like my piece of peace. Some don't even like to see me smiling. But you know what? I try to care about them, but when it comes to my peace I can't seem to give a rat's ass about what they do. I'm always there and always will be for my dear friends in need. I'll be a good Samaritan to the general public. But, dear assholes for you here's a little passage Jules got memorized  :

"The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who in the name of charity and goodwill shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy (my peace and) my brothers. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee."

I hope this makes sense.

No?

Don't stress your senses, it will make sense when the right time comes.

And live peacefully.

And let me live in peace.

I love you all.

And I need to sleep early today.

So, don't give a damn and live.

Peace on you,

peace on me,

peace on us,

wee wee wee.

And once a great man said, 

      "I am just a human,

       I too need a woman."

I laughed on that for hours. Thanks for the laugh dear friend if you are reading this.

Baki sab badhiya.

Mauj kato.

Shabba khair.

...Gobbledygook...doppelganger...

There's no reference to the coherence of large matter waves travelling along the  geodesics in a curved rindler-like space-time. And there are no apples hanging under the mango tree. 32 million miles I have traveled with these kinds of thoughts in my mind, but the dangling shackles still don't make any sense. Wormholes are the thing of past now. But the hypothesis which supports infinite dimensionality to be the ultimate answer still needs some rigorous theoretical and experimental confirmation. I might have calculated the exact equation for Mishra teleportation to a moving 5d plank scale object but the obsolete Heisenberg principle still raises concerns.
It is a tricky question to answer. But it is far simpler to understand than someone saying something like there are trees on planet earth. The concept of a tree is so bizarre right? Its all gobbledygook to me.
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___Meanwhile in some parallel universe___
"ABE SAALE KAL PAPER HAI PADH LE."
"sab bakaiti hai."
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...will...

If I die before this day ends, please donate everything I own to some noble cause.
Or you can burn all the stuff if you want.
Or smash it and thrash it, and send it to the outer space.
Or let people loot all they can.
Well, it's applicable only if I die before tonight.
If I don't please let me live in peace.
Got it?

Peacing off...

...Far Cry...

I think the island will have to wait for some time. Tonight might have been my last night away from the island, but you pinned me down to this place once again. At least for a few months this time. But still, someday I have to return to the place I belong. The adventures keep calling me. The monotony of the sea turning into ataractic silence. The endless time for thinking. The speechless stretches of weeks. They call me. But something binds me here. Binds me with you. I don't even know who you are, but still my mind can't perceive the thought of leaving all this behind like I did when I left the island. I will solve you someday. At least I believe that. Until then there will be a corner in my mind creating a perturbation in its peace.

...A Letter...

Dear invertebrates,
            Just saying, GROW UP, and grow a spine. भीड़ के घाघरे में छुपके दूसरों पर पत्थर मारना छोड़के अपनी लाठी  खुद उठाना सीखो।

yours truly,
Shivpal

P.S. : And to know that it would never reach the people it was intended for.

...You don't mess with the _____...

"WTF? and we call ourselves the civilized kind. Dear #@9$($@)s you upset me. And I am not the kind of person who gets easily upset, or the kind you would like to upset. But when I do, someone's world burns until its surface is but glass."
"I must point that out, in case you haven't noticed,  you stand heavily outnumbered right now."
"Yes I do."
"Well?"
"Well, in case you haven't noticed, your end has begun."
"Ha Ha Ha... oh boy..."
.......x.........x.........x.......

"I feel like smashing a few skulls. And hanging a few spineless bastards."
"You should wait. Revenge tastes best when served slowly."
"Wait for what? Wait for them to ruin all of my days?"
"Wait for them to fly high. And then snap their wings."
......x........x........x........

"Come, we shall see this place far removed from sight and from memory."
"A felling well shared."
......x........x........x.......

"You know why you lie here, and choke on my sand and your blood? You probably don't even remember. Well, it doesn't matter now, does it?"
.....x........x.........x......

...Win Win...

When I was a small kid I used to be a sore looser. I never accepted my defeats, I contested every decision against me, I restarted the game if my score wasn't perfect. Yes, that was me about 10-15 years ago. It was a tough time learning that victory was not the only option. And then I grew up, I started accepting the other outcome. I started getting better at playing. Playing life.

But in the past few years I have become an expert at loosing. Well, I didn't stop winning anything at all. But I think at some point I started getting kicks out of loosing. I didn't care if I lost a match or two. I didn't care if I fail in an exam. I didn't care if I loose the people I love. I didn't care if I get what I want, or even what I deserve. I even stopped wanting anything.

Phew... 

And I am not sure at what stage I am right now.

Well, one of my friends diagnosed me of depression.

And the other said if it is true then everyone else will die tomorrow.

I am not sure.

But still I have got things I can derive peace from.

Inner Peace, if only for a moment.

And I think I care too much about everything.

So many 'I's in this post.

What does that tell?

Its just a small puzzle.

A cipher.

Sleep.

Peace.