Saturday, May 11, 2013

...Boredom...


Note : Don't read if you have anything better to do.

I think I made my point.
Green leaves.
32 omens.
Ashes.
You.
me.
I.
.
"Bloody hell." (In British accent.)
It's raining.
Home?
Feel?
eat?
eh?
o?
?

Don't bother, just rambling. Have nothing better to do than to change my gtalk status. Well, it's not like I don't have anything to do, but you know it's just the usual stuff. And I'm not feeling very adventurous , so. And the mausam is great, raining, cool breeze. And I don't know why I don't wanna go home. It's not like I like this place very much or anything, but I think the inertia, the procrastination, the laziness has taken its toll. Yes, I felt a bit better after writing the last statement, but then it took me over again. And now I  don't feel any better. Please stop reading this now. It's shiity. Cranky. I like to learn. I want to learn a lot more. And I don't think I have enough time. I want to start now. But the inertia. Where's my force?
Force?
force?
For?
FO
F?
F

I need a push.
Or I may fall.

Ahhh... when did I learn to give up? is this growing up? I always wanted to grow up. It's not much fun though. And not much different. The number of problems remains the same, its just their nature that changes.

I must go home.

I must.

go.

Do I want to go? No. Do I wan to stay? No. Do I want to think? No, but I am. Do I want to talk? maybe. Do I want to sing? I am. Do I want to cry? I can't.
Dear brain, it's a mess in here.

Ah... I remember some quote :
" Do only that thing which only you can do. " - Dijkstra (I guess I spelled it correctly)
and I was like - lol

"Bloody hell." (In British accent of course.)

I would have recommended a song, but that's too much work. You see?
I have a few good ideas, at least I think so, about different things I can do which I have not done yet, and also about the things I generally like doing.
So, I think I must go now. Trash those ideas somewhere in some notepad, and go home and rest.

I'm all rested.
I need rest.
I must go.
I think.
I do.
I?
I


ba ba ba ba bye...
Peace can be very irritating sometimes.

You know I just wanted to write a single line in this post.

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