Dear me,

        Do you remember the time we were energetic, reckless, ignorant, full of inspiration, learning everything at hand and, when we had beliefs in concepts which seem so absurd now. Looking back I can really say that ignorance is a hell of a bliss. We had an awesome friend, whom we used to call God, who always heard everything and replied. We were full of negativity, always expecting the worst, but with a feeling for the other side deep inside, so that anything which happened seemed to be positive. It always cracks a smile on my face when I recall what was my concept of love back then. Love - eternal, True love once and for all. Ha ha, that was awesome, feeling like everybody has someone special for them and looking into their eyes you can spend your whole life, brain jammed on just one thought. It seems cruel to have broken these beautiful illusions.

        AAh, and here now we are watching as the time passes by, protonous, but with a lost feeling of exploration. It seems like we have been somehow converted from an electron, negative, energetic and wild, to a neutron, positive, full of inertia, and stuck in the compactness of neutrality and positivity.

        But still I can see the light on the other end of the tunnel(so positive), and near. I feel like the connection to the reservoir of wisdom is just round the next corner, but what I have learned till now keeps pulling me back, with a fear somewhere deep inside protecting the ignorance left. But at the other hand it embeds a thought that the light ahead may lead me back to the same innocent  child.

        Its been great living life with you.

Your Friend,

C2